What a Waste Of Worrying
Well today I had my scan and everything is how it should be :-) I am obviously praising God and feeling very thankful that now I can go ahead as planned with my homebirth etc but there is a part of me that thinks, well that worrying I did really was a waste of time! Now don't get me wrong I wasn't constantly thinking and worrying but I did lose a little bit of sleep and I did entertain thoughts of "what if" and how I would manage in the different scenarios.
It made me think that God really does have our best interests at heart when He says in Matthew "Do not worry" He knows better than us that it truly is a waste of time and won't change anything. Even if the outcome had not been to my liking I'm quite sure He would have still had it all in Hand and He would have looked after me and saw me through whatever had happened!